This goes out to my mom and ALL MY STUPID ASS AUNTIES AND UNCLES.

Okay fuck, you guys need to grow the fuck upp. Like foreal. My fucking grandma is hella sick and you immature ass people are fucking fighting over something that is fucking stupid as fuck. You guys shouldnt be fucking fighting right now. YOUR FUCKING MOM IS IN THE HOSPITAL. She fucking needs you guys and you guys are over here fucking fighting over stupid shit. GROW THE FUCK UP. I want to go see my grandma and that isnt happenning because of this bullshitass fight. I want to see my grandma, but i cant. Its bullshit how i cant see MY OWN grandma. What kind of bullshit is that? Whatever happenned to always being there for eachother? YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING SIBLINGS. WTF. Honestly, you guys need to squash everything.. ITS ALL BULLSHIT. You know what i miss? When a special occassion would come.. and like we would ALL be there.. Now when its someones birthday, all we get is a simple phone call.. We dont have anymore family gatherings. Its funny how when us cousins would fight and get into a BIG FIGHT and you adults would try and work it out and get us to be buddy buddy now.. Thats what us kids are trying to do.. You guys are just so hard headed and wont listen. You guys dont understand that not only you guys are being affected by it.. Us kids, are taking it the hardest. Not seeing eachother is soo difficult, thats what you guys dont understand.. Yeah we communicate and whatever, but come on.. You think thats the only thing we want? Foreal? We have to see eachother. And when something like this comes up, like someone being suuuper sickk.. We all want to be there for that person.. Especially if its the woman that basically raised us. She was always there for us.. Giving us baths, feeding us, changing our diapers.. I know to you guys she may have made a mistake.. But to me, she is my WORLD. She is my love. I love her with all my heart. I dont care what she did to you guys. I could really care less. She didnt do anything to me, so i dont care. I love her. She is my grandma. She raised me from the day i came into this world. Grandma, i love you. I hope you get better. Im sorry that im not there right now. If i had a way to get there, i would be there right now. Im sorry. I hope you get better. I promise i will vidit you soon. I love you with all my heart. I dont care what my mom says because you know whatt... To me, YOU ARE THE BEST PERSON IN THIS WORLD. I DONT CARE WHAT MY AUNTIES ARE SAYING.. YOU ARE THE BEST. I LOVE YOU. YOURE WONDERFUL AND THE BEST GRANDMA OUT THERE. I love you. Im praying for you. GOD, PLEASE ANSWERS MY PRAYERS.

If any of the older people in my family see this, please excuse my language..