Thanks for showing me the real "you".

Alright, we fucking told you that you were different from the rest.. and then here you go acting hella weird and shit. Like wtf? Youre making us think that youre just like them. Its not a good thing. You gotta understand that we thought you were the REALEST outta all of them. But i guess we were HELLA wrong. The thing you dont understand is that sometimes you gotta realize that what you have is something special and you cant fuck that shit up. Because once you fuck up, its DUNZO. Like im serious. You cant fuck up, and expect to like get everything back. Because it doesnt work like that honey. Youre in the real world, we dont tolerate that little kid shit. Its either you man up, or kick rocks. You ignoring me was just hella unneccessary. And you saying im all over those other guys was hellla unneccessay because it wasnt even fucking like that. I mean yeah, you can trip over it and whatever but fuck man GET OVER IT. Its not that big of a deal. Especially when i didnt even do shit. Like i said, man up or kick rocks.


Overall, today was chill. Except the little throwdown. Muwhaha. I took muni by myself for the first time (= That's wsuppppp! Hahaha. Thanks William & Ciana for staying on the phone with me in my lousadd public transportation. HAHA.

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY TINA MANGUBAT.

I know its like an hour early. but i doubt im gonna be up in an hour. So here you go tina. Happpy birthday, have a goood one.


So like, tell me why i feel like i been played TWICE. Thats some shit. Like, not only once but fucking TWICE. I think i just got badluck with guys. haha. fuck it. SINGLE IS THE WAY TO GO FUCKERS. FUCK IT is my moto. Lol. Alright wellll, thats all i wanted to say. I HAVE FUCKING ORTHO TOMORROW MORNING. @9. FML. Haha, kbye.

July 7, 2009. "Aye i like your smile" -- Some random black guy.

Damn, what the fuck. I havent blogged in ages. I dont even know why im blogging right now, but i just felt like telling the world how my day was. So here i go. Haha.

I woke up and was texting Mommy Mikey and Tinabruhhh. And then fucking Tina texts Mommy Mikey and asks him to pick us up and he drops the bomb on us and says NO. hahaha. So that messed up mine and tina's plans for the day. Lmao. I love you tina, dont even trip cause that white nigga owes us. BAAAAD. He might as well fucking buy our plane ticket to thailand. Hahaha. Anyways, I called up Keani and was like "Aye dude, swoop me up really quick." Hahaha, and she was like "alright alright koo koo kachoo bitch." So her, auntie, and then little kids picked me and up and we went to San Mateo for their dentist appointment. That shit took forever. Thats the longest i spent in the fucking dentist. haha. Omg. It was okaay though. And then! We went to seven 11 and fucking got something to drink and some gum and some MOTHERFUCKING HICHEW. haha, dude.. Keani youre a fucking boss for that shit. I didnt think you were boss enough to do that shit. hahahahahahha. Well anyways, we went to skyline college to watch my brothers game. And then we went up to the dude that was taking the money and i was like "Um, im Simon's little sister.." and then the dude was like "Oh fasho, come on in." Haha, i was like damn like that? Coooo! Hahahaha. I would say the other shit that happenned today, but im not going to cause like its BAAD. hahahaha. you can ask me what happpenned though. Okaaay, well im done here.

NICE SEEEING YOU TODAY MOMMMY MIKEY. YOU WHITE FUCK. Hahaha.

TITTIES IN MY FUCKING EAR.

Damn i havent blogged in hella long. ZOMG. So like, today was one of those days where i didnt give a fuck what happens. Like today i was hella out of it. But who knows? Shiiiiit, i dont even know why. Anyways, school was ehh.. Annoying and chill at the same time. The best part of school, was the lab because talyor/pothead was fucking cracking me up with her singing. She was singing some weird shit too. Like shit i never ever heard before. LOL. I was like Taylor what the fuck are you singing? haha. She was like why do you care? hahaha, this white girl loves to get sick with it. HAHA. I love her though. She gauged my ears! They didnt even hurt when she did it. SHES A PRO. This time i didnt even say TITTIES IN MY FUVCKING EAR. Hahaha. Lol. School ended and i met up with taay and donnie. We took the 110 to DC bart then walked to Taay's house from bart w/ paolo and STANNNNKY. Me and STAAAANKY had a good ass talk and finally caught up. I miss that foool. Oh yeah, STAAAANKY is Alex Arzadon. Haha. Hes my STAAAANKYY, I wuuuuuuvs him. Anyways, got to taaay heez and fucking had a fucking FEAST. haha. Shiiiiit, this nigga stay having hella food at her house. Thats why i love going to her house because all i do is eat and sleeep. THATS LIKE HEAVEN RIGHT THERE. hahaha. Started to fall asleep and then we had to take her fatass dog out to pee pee. OF COURSE WE WERE TAKING PICTURES. Haha, thats like a tradition. We HAVE to take pictures when we're together. haha, i looooooove that girl! Shes the best bestfriend anyone can have! She shits on you, literallly. Hahaha. Alright, so then i go home and sleep some more, and now im talking to my bestfriend Keng because shes the best. Kbye (:

This goes out to my mom and ALL MY STUPID ASS AUNTIES AND UNCLES.

Okay fuck, you guys need to grow the fuck upp. Like foreal. My fucking grandma is hella sick and you immature ass people are fucking fighting over something that is fucking stupid as fuck. You guys shouldnt be fucking fighting right now. YOUR FUCKING MOM IS IN THE HOSPITAL. She fucking needs you guys and you guys are over here fucking fighting over stupid shit. GROW THE FUCK UP. I want to go see my grandma and that isnt happenning because of this bullshitass fight. I want to see my grandma, but i cant. Its bullshit how i cant see MY OWN grandma. What kind of bullshit is that? Whatever happenned to always being there for eachother? YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING SIBLINGS. WTF. Honestly, you guys need to squash everything.. ITS ALL BULLSHIT. You know what i miss? When a special occassion would come.. and like we would ALL be there.. Now when its someones birthday, all we get is a simple phone call.. We dont have anymore family gatherings. Its funny how when us cousins would fight and get into a BIG FIGHT and you adults would try and work it out and get us to be buddy buddy now.. Thats what us kids are trying to do.. You guys are just so hard headed and wont listen. You guys dont understand that not only you guys are being affected by it.. Us kids, are taking it the hardest. Not seeing eachother is soo difficult, thats what you guys dont understand.. Yeah we communicate and whatever, but come on.. You think thats the only thing we want? Foreal? We have to see eachother. And when something like this comes up, like someone being suuuper sickk.. We all want to be there for that person.. Especially if its the woman that basically raised us. She was always there for us.. Giving us baths, feeding us, changing our diapers.. I know to you guys she may have made a mistake.. But to me, she is my WORLD. She is my love. I love her with all my heart. I dont care what she did to you guys. I could really care less. She didnt do anything to me, so i dont care. I love her. She is my grandma. She raised me from the day i came into this world. Grandma, i love you. I hope you get better. Im sorry that im not there right now. If i had a way to get there, i would be there right now. Im sorry. I hope you get better. I promise i will vidit you soon. I love you with all my heart. I dont care what my mom says because you know whatt... To me, YOU ARE THE BEST PERSON IN THIS WORLD. I DONT CARE WHAT MY AUNTIES ARE SAYING.. YOU ARE THE BEST. I LOVE YOU. YOURE WONDERFUL AND THE BEST GRANDMA OUT THERE. I love you. Im praying for you. GOD, PLEASE ANSWERS MY PRAYERS.

If any of the older people in my family see this, please excuse my language..